28 Jan un rêve qui s'achève ©carine roth
Last night i killed my wife,
three times
i burried her bodies, the three of them
under leaves of grief, denial and absence
hidden, forgotten, left to rotten
Through my dreams, hunted
they came back to me
Little shrunken dry smelly pieces of flesh and sorrow, three of them
I carried them carefully
Burn them in the sacred fire
with my deep apologies and my own personal gratitude, the one of a broken heart
A broken heart that won’t serve any more, not to be fixed or re used but to be left for dead and honored as so
It’s a hard journey to live depraved of fire, heart fire
It’s been a cold journey to live heartless
I burned the three bodies
cried once again
over dreams and the love that hasn t been
Over the dark shadows eclipsing the warmth of the Sun
I begged, raged, despaired for mercy
Walked for a thousand years
seecking for redemption
But it’s at the very center of my dreams that it happened
Eventually
Finally
The very quality of forgiveness…
I burned her three beloved bodies in the sacred heart’s flames
Radiant
Finally
Eventually
All these accidents
That happen
Follow the dot
Coincidence
Makes sense
Only with you
You don’t have to speak
I feel
Emotional landscapes
They puzzle me
Then the riddle gets solved
And you push me up to this
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
State of emergency
Is where I want to be
All that no-one sees
You see
What’s inside of me
Every nerve that hurts
You heal
Deep inside of me
You don’t have to speak
I feel
Emotional landscapes
They puzzle me confuse
Then the riddle gets solved
And you push me up to this
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
State of emergency
Is where I want to be
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
Emotional landscapes
They puzzle me
Then the riddle gets solved
And you push me up to this
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
State of emergency
Is where I want to be
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
State of emergency
State of, state of
How beautiful
Emergency
Is where I want to be
State of emergency
How beautiful to be
State of emergency
Is where I want to be
State of emergency
How beautiful to be